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samantha


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For my big brother Kody Robert Cosby, may your love forever be in my heart. Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal. From a Headstone in Ireland
Preface I stand here staring off in the distance holding back the sobs about ready to break free. My jeans have begun to feel the weight of the mud cake upon them. I stick out like a sore thumb. All around me people stand in black. I guess thats what one is supposed to wear, but I dont.
A clash of thunder sounds over head the rain begins to pour, covering and


baby girlSo sweet and innocent you are Every ones little girl, hell your even homecoming queen Those baby blue eyes catch you with one glance One sweet smile and he has your heart A few weeks later he has all of you Sweet kisses are shared and you heart skips beats You never thought it would get here Shaking fingers stumble and fail Here we go so ready but baby girl just say no Dont tell your self it will be ok, he loves you You get dizzy and confused; the heat of it all takes over So many emotions are played up, but fear stands its ground He smiles at you and says youbaby girl


youYour eyes are full of wonder. I try to figure you out while looking into them. It seems as if they go on forever into something more than anyone can see. Yes way more than they see. I look away gasping for breath once again, and this time you didnt even touch me. I bite my lip and look down, when you tell me I am beautiful. If you only could only see your self from my eyes. Then you would see beauty, nothing less, if not more than that. Your hand brushes my back, sending shivers down my spine. If you only knew what your sweet touch does to me. It re breaks my heart each time you leave me, even if it only for the moment. I close my eyesyou


a look insideMy heart hammers, when I think of all that was said and done. My stomach reminds me of it over and over again. I question myself to much. How could something so right feel so wrong? How come I come back for more each time knowing what tomorrow will bring? When you whisper my name I want to scratch my skin off. The guilt begins to come over me like a thick blanket. So many unspoken truths hidden away, only to be unlocked by someone as naïve as me. I am shut up by you every time, telling me over and over that its ok, I will be fine. Why do we always do the worst things to our selfs? Its like I am being tested aa look inside
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i like to
put haikus where they
don't belong.
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we're crashing cars we used to share.
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"I am the bones they want, wired on a porcelain frame."
-Wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson
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" I could think of worse things to say to you."
MayDay Parade
Read my fan fics..please [link]
Adri
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if u could just run and run and run...y stop?
**wait till it rains!. ..coz' the weather defines the people who go and get their own umbrellas!. ..and those who stay with you under the rain.**
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I want to be a part of something that inspires people...
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